you know what
i think i'm really giving up hope already
no matter how much i tell myself i must work hard to save friendships that were so stagnant
all signs point to the fact that noone cares a damn about the 'lost' friendship with me
and i'm saying this so out loud becoz i really can't take it anymore
it's really hurting to see it so evident in front of my eyes
what we could have been, 28.8.09.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
you know what
i finally realised its not all my fault
yes, partly mine, i didn't put in much effort
but i don't see any from you all either
iwunderifyouallevenrememberediexisted
what we could have been, 20.8.09.
water retention
kidney, liver, too much salt
i wonder which one is it
either one is bad
maybsometimesitsreallynotmyfault?
what we could have been, 18.8.09.
me: i'm stressed
mum: you're not the only one that is stressed everyone else is too
dad: go ask your frenz how they handle luh don't be shy
i know you're trying to give advice
sometimes
i just need words of encouragement
iseenopointinblogging
butihavenooneelsetoturntoalready
what we could have been, 9.8.09.